Alone in a room filled with darkness...
All I feel is an empty void
No trace of what may happen...
I feel as if i'm falling through vast emptiness..
With nothing to hold on to.
The future has become an uncertainty
clouded beyond visionable view
I can see nothing but darkness

Why don't people understand that I don't like "females" huggin up on my bf or giving him a kiss on the cheek???!?!?!  wtf!  especially a fat chick. Ugh, and he had the nerve to tell me that he's nice to everyone like that, blah blah blah, bullshit! I understand if it was a long time friend and he's known them for a lot of years.

And WTF, had the balls to tell me that I gotta let shit like that go, or it's going to ruin our relationship?!?!?!?!?   WELLL, maybe, if he doesn't let things like this happen, I wouldn't have to say shit about it! >=O

Am I WRONG for not let random chicks kiss my bf on the cheek and hug up on him? Seriously, am i in the fuckin wrong?

How do you cope with problems when you keep trying to improve things, but someone keep finding other things to complain about?
I try and I try...and it's just not getting any easier, it just keeps getting harder.
I'm trying to figure out if there's going to be an actual future in this relationship, or is it just another dead end.
I don't appreciate the unnecessary flirting and things that might be kept hidden from me.
I don't appreciate others that cross the line, and others who have blurred the line between just being friends.
I just don't understand when people just can't back off and not piss me off.
Ugh, things are kind of difficult right now, and i'm not sure how i'm going to handle everything.

HAPPY FREAKIN NEW YEARS!!!!!!

Hope everyone has a good one! teehee, don't do stupid things and be good =)   Cause that's the best way to go. *cheese*